Chewah,cam best jerk headline..well..this entry specially made for "him"...well,lets get starts from the beginning...how we met?
frankly speaking..i would said it's fate..i use to chatting everyday back in 2008...why?coz i feel lonely and my heart was heart broken for being betrayed..i use to be strongest among my friends and i hide all the pained and suffered..i use to cry at night when the guy i luv (
luv at the 1st sight)..ended up marrying someone else without me knowing it...after 4years...I'm being loyal,closed my heart from someone else and focusing my 110% to the relationship but that's what i get in returned....it's so painful and i still do have that feeling for years to recovered..
and..that's when i met him..we met in a short ym chat...he was looking for a girl to company him to met his mom as she used to said that his a gay for not having other women in his life...it's kind of coincidence...he ym me asking bout me...welll....yeay u know all that normal stuff...age,sex,location...that's how it starts....after chit chatting for a while...he ask me out...he try so hard convincing me that he's a good guy...(
tue blom lagi dia jual nama adk perempuan dia tuk yakinkan aku)...ahahaha...its so hilarious...
welll..frankly speaking,i'm not use to date with whomever i chat with..i chat for fun....but i dun know how..i just agree to meet him at anggerik....(
off course near my house)..i would said its my insting..i agreed without second thought....i ask nor
(my roomate) to accompany me as am scared...we met at 8pm and there he came with a short sneakers and t-shirt...my 1st impression..he looks like a Chinese but a little tan...nor do all the talking while i observing him silently...he quite a good guy but would said softspoken and a little naughty...he keep begging me to accompany him to his mom's "kenduri" to proved his mom that he's not a gay...well..off course i reluctant...i thought its end there...well...surprisingly its not...
he called after that and the 1st topics came out from him was about "ayam sabung"...yeah..i know..i know..its funny dowh...but i just layan jerk....we've talked for 2hours...i wonder how much he need to paid as am using celcom while his maxis...and that night itself he ask me whether i have anyone special..i said yes....but very fragile...he immediately said that he's interested on me and would like to know me more than that...well...i just layan jerk..coz there's no harm in making a new friend..that's when he said that he will meet me everyday so that i won't feel he's a stranger and he want me to become one of his special...i reluctant and said lets go with the flow.....
After zillions of meetings (
not including dia lupe bawak wallet and had to make few phone calls,and his sister came to settle off our bills)....ahahhahaha....so funny....i feel more comfortable and trust him...that's when he confess he likes me so much because he had set his mind whoever he met that night...that girl will be his special and soulmate...
well...
whenever he ask am i handsome?
i said no......
Did u attracted to me?
i said no...
Am i charming?
i said no...
BIGGGGGGGG nooooooo from me...ehehhe..sorry syg dun marah2 ok....
For me,
u are the chosen one...pa xkaya...pa xhensem mane pown...tp pa punya hati yg murni and penh dgn kasih sayang...i sacrificed a lot for me...i wonder whether i could repay back...am waiting the time when we unite to be mr and mrs r...i luv the way u r...i luv the way u cares of me...i luv the way u smile from the bottom of ur heart..its so pure...like a baby's smile....to me at least....therefore thank u...
thank u 4being there 4 me high and low...there's soooo many thing we've been through..and i always stays....
P.S i love you...
